Plea...

Night So dark,
stars smiling on
the long day of distress,
just finally gone

Heavens opened up,
asking "where had you been?"
I hear the angles searched me
but i was never seen


Pain of my heart
wiped away,
and the chalice of my sorrow
just took a sway.


The light of peace comforts me now
fruits coming out of the
plants i sow,
I finally reached, where i belong
reaching back my home,
even if it took me so long



the wine of my blood
i push it so far,
but deep inside in my soul
there remains its scar


I take the swords of my faults
and stab in so hard
to take the sweet pain of guilt
I had so longed


Life drips out,
from my eyes
stars start moving around,
just like fire flies


My dream of paradise,
of which the songs I sang,
has now been announced, that
its all forbidden


I am not the spirit,
the heavens were waiting waiting for,
they sing the hymn of rejection
just as an old folk lore.


My breath all stopped,
my heart struggling to beat
the chill of death,
wiping my body heat.


vultures of hell,
waiting to rip me off
like traders of a whore,
who just brought her for a loaf



I have been cursed,
for i have sinned
The revolt against my lord
has just been pinned.


Don't sharpen your weapons
oh! please... pull out your spears...
for i wanna go home
i don't like it here..

for I wanna go home,,
i don't like it here..

I just wanna go home....
i just don't like in here.............!!!!!!!!!!