It was raining that Night...!!!!

Being here alone now
doesn't feel so good
if only things were different
maybe happier i think i would

i wont write anymore
this is my last
everything has finally come
to an end
all the roles have been cast

All the truth have been told
nothing inside is kept
in the dark corner of my heart
like a baby i wept

confessing was painful
especially when it was you
after all, you were someone special
in my world of few


the attic is clear,
all the things have been moved
no more are heard within,
all my thoughts have been brewed

I don't want you
to tell me its OK,
when i already know it aint so right.
I don't want you,
to say any lie
when i clearly know there is a fight

inside you,
that you hate to look at my face
and that
i should leave right now,
with all the little given grace

I don't want you
to tell that i care,
when even the smallest hurt
you just don't share

i don't want you
to fake any smile
even when you try so hard,
to keep my thoughts away for a while

and
when i try hard,
and mean all that i say,
you deeply pray that
i go far far away

i don't want you
to think i cannot see
that all you do is to
make me feel- this was not to be

All that i wish is,
that i could have done more
but now all what i did
has turned on so sour

and all i try is to be
somebody else
to make you feel am not so wrong
but i end up
so finally me,
with nothing but this stupid song

and in the end
when i think of my life
so far so bad
all that i thought were fine
aint so right, imperfection has clad

now, no matter how long
this will take,
i shall never regret
that loving you was a wrong choice to make

even though,
our world were apart
and,
never to meet
it was not actually an
impossible feat.

you were never wrong,
right here too, i agree
that there wasn't a tint
of love within you , for me

with a heavy heart,
i look at our story
just to make sure and believe
that you wont ever see me again,
and i have your memories with me to live

and of all, there is one thing
that fills my life with a beautiful sight.
maybe the only secret that
stayed within me..
and it was the moment i fell in love with you,
it was raining that night....!!!!!