its been a long wait. almost a year. and still.. i wait...
somewhere i feel like Tom hanks of Cast Away.
lost on a lonely island and waiting everyday for help, while trying hopelessly to survive. The feeling arises from inside, the exact source though still unknown. there is a lotta noise inside..
I close my eyes trying to picturize myself in terms other than my human form and the only scene that comes up is of that of a bird caught in a cage. Everyday, every moment looking at the blue sky outside and hoping that the master someday will forget to latch the cage doors and i shall take off to scale the far and wide lengths of the eternally never ending sky. and that i shall prove it that the wide spread blue umbrella above is just small for my petite wings that still holds the will of conquering it. but even if someday i find that the doors is unlocked by mistake. I wont fly...!!!
Am no jonathan swift "seagull" wanting to master the art of flight. am just me, waiting for my turn to fly. waiting at my ending for that miracle to set me free. i agree that my hopes are getting decayed with the everyday slogged routine that most of us now term as life. but deep inside i still intend to challenge the boundaries and limitations that is set aside. i cant still accept the fact that my life will be governed by these set of rules. my attempts to escape is feable or near to none. somewhere i dont want my freedom, my life to be given as some charity. i want what is mine with all the respect that it deserves. and so i decided that i wont escape.but somewhere am scared that will it ever happen? am hopeless still beliving the fact that a miracle will rescue me or atleast show me that its always worth the wait.
its been a year now. and am still waiting... with my soul tarterd but.. waiting...!!!
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